I can’t verbally describe exactly what it felt like. It’d be good to tell your closest friends, though. Some people might think that waiting that long means there’s something wrong with me. The ones from my youth may not have been the most empowering in the feminist sense of the word, but they presented girls and women as active subjects, making decisions for themselves, rather than being on display for others and doing what they were told.
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A trained counsellor will discuss your options and advise you on which family planning methods are suitable for you. Some people have rationalized that oral sex doesn’t count as real sex so they are still virgins. Not to mention, the notion of “‘virginity’ is very heterocentric.